Hmm...

I wish I had someone to talk to about this one thing that I can't talk about. Its in my mind and is brought up everyday by a certain someone and its not going away. I don't want it to. I made what other people would see as a mistake. I see it as something wonderful and magical. I don't know if I'll be able to mentally handle it. I don't know if I am strong enough. Yet, it's not me that I'm worried about. I think I'm going to find my actual journal and write about it in there. I've been too afraid to face myself in those pages lately. Who have I become? What will I be? How will it affect other people? I guess I won't cross those bridges yet.